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18th-Dec-2009 04:53 am - Sam21st
hawk

Happy Birthday SAM WHAM!

Her pressies- Ben Sherman tees!

This is our spot!

Rachelle was shouting 'hey people! Take photosss!'

everyone ignored her! continue drinking! hahaha!

Finally we settled down to take some decent photos

Rachelle's command - shows ur boxers!

nobody ask jess to show her thongs idk wth. hahaha!

heyo. we the party people!

olga's close up shot! i said i can't stop sway tt's how she got it.

the ching chong qiang! Lol

with the cheeseballssss ambassador!

showing their sexy thongs when they are high.



RAPEE!!


i;m halfway there!

drunkards at the alley

Gone no. 1


very gone.

gone no. 2


Gone no. 3, no. 4

sam and her shiny gf. she's playing with it the whole night.

happy sam

with her shiny gf at the back alley

taking shiny for a walk


giving some part of her shiny to random strangers

giving me some too. -.-

dancing with the shiny.


VERY engrossed with the shinyy..

with her shiny EVERYWHERE even to maxwell !

i dunno wad's going on but i think this is cool! hahaha!



We went Play on sam's birthday eve.
got really high and hardcore.
birthday songs in eng,chi and malay at 12am.
popped chezballlssss...
boys revealed boxers
girls revealed thongs
sam walking with her shiny everywhere
i was rolling on the floor
lying on the ground
everyone woke up with a heavy hangover.

party continues........

12th-Dec-2009 02:38 am - Herstory
hawk

jess took this photo
very skilled isn't she?
managed to get all of us in the photo!WOOT

we were really high while waiting for eunice outside.

Rockstarssss!! =D

fire on the dance floor.Whoa!



sam your face is too innocent!
where's your HALO!



followed eunice to zirca for her bro's birthday.

We started to get wasted almost everyday from the start of Dec to the end.
This party at Zouk isn't the first party of the month but it's the first party we started to get high.
and i dunno when it's gonna stop!

We bombarded eunice phone23452312323 times,
talked to random people
took random photos
kept buying sausages from the stall outside zouk
we spend more time sitting outside zouk rather than inside cus inside's a spoiler!
we sang 'we are the champions' all the way until eunice came
went in zirca for 5 mins
chilled at Clarke Quay before going back home.

Party continues......
9th-Dec-2009 07:28 am - First Flight
hawk

The first flight was at April Fool's.
The painting is about the strong impression we first met, talking with you at the roadside outside your house with many orange street lamps. The first thing in my mind was you are beautiful so angelic to me. It was like love at first sight. How i wish i could embrace you forever. The line that attached with the two swallows represents the pole of the street lamps and the orange ray represents the light. The scene is still very strong in my head. It is stuck in my head forever. i will always remember that special moment with you and the precious period of time you spent with me. No one could replace you in my heart. As for the two swallows there are heading to the same direction which is what we were heading together before.

Love,
Deadfish

5th-Dec-2009 07:05 pm - wall-E
hawk


i found postcards while clearing my shelves there other day.
i hate everything there except the boxing postcard and broken mannequin with the word 'halfway pretty'.
but 2 can't make a wall so i have to live with 10 other postcards i hate.

1st-Dec-2009 03:26 am - i'm in love with gummy bears
hawk



December have just arrived and i realized that i have to do something so that i have some achievements before dec ends.
On a brighter side, i have completed 3 quarters of my modules.
I've got 4 subjects more to clear and i have to dig out 1k on my own to pay for re module fees.
i feel guilty for my parent to pay endlessly on my school fees because of my laziness.
So this means that my dec goals is to save up money for the fees.
Despite the fact that my money will be tight, i think i still can afford to party like a rockstar! =D

Since i've decided to start school next year, i'm gonna force myself to study on diving theories.
no matter how much passion i have for something i just hate to do theories how i wish theory doesn't exist.
cus i'm so good in practical that i can get distinction in anything and i won't be stuck here like this.
sometimes i wish i'm an academic person but sometimes i think street smart is better.
but everything's been good. =) i'm just asking for too much and i am just fcking L.a.z.y

My goals for Dec

-do not be fucking lazy.
7th-Nov-2009 02:07 am - what's on my mind?
hawk
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mugging with coffee and beer.
5th-Nov-2009 01:02 am - work in progress
hawk

November is here, which means i left less than 2 months to complete what need to be done by this year. 
I just need to keep going and be focus. i'm almost there =))

NOV focusing on
- studying for law sub paper
-working my ass off
-titans training
-dive master sessions

habits to kick off
-i need to stop taking cab for god's sake! it ruins my financial goal BIG TIME.
-stop eatin mac because of that monopoly game sticker! it ruins my diet and physical health goal. can i sue mcdonalds?haha

DEC
-NEXT MONTH THEN SAY! 


i've planned to go Sipadan or Manado for diving soon.
anyone interested?  
always go diving alone so boring.
tt's why i made a lot of new friends like shark, nemo and manta ray or 'ah gong' (grandfather in chinese) referring to the sea turtle.=D
          

2nd-Nov-2009 02:04 am - No mercy
hawk
HAPPY HALLOWEEN! 

and let me introduce........

The Jihad Terrorist

 


 

The Goth Doll (she needs to try harder next year! hahaha! )


 

The American Soldier


 

This women woke up at 2am and asked us out for some halloween fun.
I thought i'd be staying at home staring at the facebook whole night.
This gonna sound crazy. but we did got persuaded by her and meet up
at pp starbucks at 3.45a.m. When everyone is wasted, puking, waiting for cab home, we just get the party started!  
headed to clark quay drink and chill out till 8am. 
Next year.. what is it gonna be? okay, we will be out earlier.  \m/


 

in da Ladies. 


 


spotted a cute bear..


 



 

The american soldier chilling out with Jihad terrorist

with the company of endless cigs and beer.

 


 

 
We are ally.
"You fu*ckin c**t. Nobody likes you anyway! "
 
Peace out ! 


30th-Oct-2009 02:01 am - hardcore nights
hawk


Geeks
no. 1 -Sam hawk
no. 2 -Shark B.

infected
no.3 - rachelle (TNS)
no.4 -eunice (THS) 
 

 
Look what you've done? i've taken alternative ways to stop giving myself the hope that doesn't exist.
Though i'm tempted to go back to my old ways to drink my sorrows away. But, i'm too immune to that to the extend that it
doesn't help a bit. I went to the positive sides and i find it helpful. Therefore, i am very much addicted to it because by studying with my friends till 6am in the morning and going for mad strength training that you can't possibly imagine, at the end of the day, my brain is burnt and body is worn out, too tired to think and zero percent energy left in your body to move. When i tried to talk to you and tell you how i feel that means you've suffocated me until my last breathe, i've reached my limit of my tolerance because i don't usually share my thoughts and feelings. Ignorance is what i hate most. You have the ability to solve it why can't you solve it on the spot like right now!? I've played my part telling you how i feel and what should be done and you just ignore me! When i ask you a question, instead of answering me or ask me what better solutions i have, you ask me a non relevant question back like why is your cell phone not working. i gave you another chance and more, you ask the same question back. i'm a homely person and i don't like it when you are trying to destroy it. i get very paranoid when you did not do things that you should do and yet leave things hanging. i f***king hate it! It's really hard for me to handle so many problems all by myself. You never see and appreciate what i've done. All you do is leave it there like the problem doesn't exist at all and blame me for every mistake i've made. I tried to forgive you everyday but each time you make me fail by making it worse. You hurt me the most because i love you the most. 

 




26th-Oct-2009 02:15 pm(no subject)
hawk
 


I was trying out with my friend's make up kit. Initially, i wanted to make myself into a beauty so we can have an ANTM photoshoot after. But it just gets uglier when i use that powder thing or that glossy thing on my face. So i gave up and be creative. Honestly, i find my make up skill quite stunning. ain't it?? hahaha.
oh well, my friends and i haven't got any idea where to go for a halloween party yet.       
okay, lazy to blog now. Let's tweet...! <8yD

 
 

 




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